I took it like a grown man crying on the pavement
Hoping you would show your face
But I haven’t heard a thing you’ve said
In at least a couple hundred days
What’d you say?

….

I could feel my heartbeat taking me down
And for the moment, I would sleep alright
I’m dealing with a selfish fear
To keep me up another restless night
Another restless night

The blood was dry, it was sober
The feeling of audible cracks
And I could tell it was over
From the curtains that hung from your neck

And I realized that then you were perfect
And my teeth ripping out of my head
And it looked like a painting I once knew
Back when my thoughts weren’t entirely intact

To pray for what I thought were angels
Ended up being ambulances
And the Lord showed me dreams of my daughter
She was crying inside your stomach

And I felt love again

And you sank yourself right into me
I know you think you know
But you probably don’t
And I know you think you know
But you probably don’t know

Do you think that you would actually do it

And you, well you mean everything
You mean everything to nothing
You mean everything to nobody, me
You mean everything to nothing
You mean everything to nobody but me

Well seventy months out at sea
I hope that you still think of me
As Jesus knows that I still think
About the way you murdered me

Said that im afraid to die
with a pitchfork witty
And a man who sits up high

And I can hear the fire
I’m a dead dog sinner
And man to scared to try

And your too close to call
I would sell my martyr
For the chance to hear you talk